KE-TER-KA-NGEN-AN

Nggak capek ya bikin aku kangen terus?

Berat banget ini mata, kayak rindu yang tertahan

I miss you right now. #ThatsTheTruth

Dear guys, when a girl says 'I miss you', no one else in this world can miss you more than that.

I hate when I miss someone & can't do anything about it.

taken by: me model: unknown (foto pas hunting nasional tahun lalu)

Rindu itu rasa, rasa yang kalau ditahan lama-lama sakit juga. Sebenernya udah biasa kayak gini, tapi seperti kayak tadi yang aku bilang, lama-lama nahan rindu itu kayak nahan kentut. Kalau dikeluarin aku malu, walau orang lain maklum, tapi  kalau nggak ya aku empet. Kangen itu nama band, tapi buat aku kangen itu tiap aku mau tidur aku baca novel trus, aku dengerin lagu, terus senyum-senyum sendiri, kangen itu sesuatu yang… sama kayak rindu, abstrak, tapi kerasa. Tapi cuman aku aja yang rasa.

Aku juga tau kalau nggak ada obat buat rindu ini, karena pasti bakal kambuh lagi. Ya semacam rindu kronis stadium akhir. Mau diapain juga tinggal nunggu matinya aja, tapi…… Argh……

Keterkangenan ini sebenarnya beralasan, bersebab dan aku tau bagaimana cara mengatasinya. Ahhh, harus berkata apalagi ya sekarang. Hay! Aku merindukanmu. Hallo. Aku kangen kamu. Hey you! I miss you so much!

Bodoh bodoh bodoh! hahaha. Aku berharap… ………………………………………………………………… *berharap dalam hati* Biarkan aku sama hati yang tau rasanya, rind tak terbalas itu sakit loh. Yasudah, semoga kamu baik-baik saja, dan juga merindukanku, ya SEMOGA. hhhh.

Miss you,
Everyday and every night, this feeling I'd fight
Try as I might but I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright
Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now
I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too
Miss you,
All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can't bear it boy alright
When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near
I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Sekarang, iya saat ini mungkin belum saat yang tepat. Alasan kuno orang gengsian. Biasa. “Iya aku kangen.” *dengan anda pasrah setelah diinterogasi* Padahal, dari awal memang sangat amat… Tapi, it’s crazy to pretend that is ordinary, I don’t know what to do. I feel so stupid to miss someone who I don’t know miss me too. Argh…

Kerterkangenan, sms nggak ya? ckck –_-

sincerely, bukan owner –_-