Endowment

I have a bad experience with someone I call ‘best friend’. And that’s too bad and too much. For once, I ever had best friend and she passed away. Her name is Dian, she is the best friend I ever meet. She is really 'maskulin', yes, or we usual call it with ‘tomboy’. I felt regret, because I can’t meet her for the last time. I miss you so bad Dian :"""

And when I’m in sixth grade primary school, I can call them best friend. Really, I love them so much. And maybe for the first time I have a loyal best friend. You know? For that time, maybe not this time. We have been together 4 or 3 years. I miss the old us so badly. That’s hurt me so much, when someone you call with ‘best friend’ now like someone you never know and you never meet. I can't explain to you, when I meet them and they just look at me like someone they don’t know. Thanks friend, that’s hurt me a lot :""""") that’s not the only one bad experience, but I have a lot bad stories about friendship whose I can’t share. Yes, you know? it’s not come to my life one time, but two three or many times.

Now, I have a new friends, they know me so well. They are endowment. They are good listeners. They are my moodbooster. I can’t call them with ‘best friend’. But when they call me “You’re my best friend, I’m your best friend'”. I can’t deny it. The togetherness, the happiness, the jokes, and all things I did with you all make me can stand here. You know? You’re my strength when I’m weak. You’re my light in the dark. And your wise word is always in my brain who made me can always postive thinking with this life.

I have bad statment about friendship. I think there’s no someone who will always beside you when you need him/her. But when I found them. I broke my statment. If this is just a nice dream for me, I just don’t want to wake up.  I want to keep it at least for longer. Great time with very great people... They are the second family for me. And I – don’t – want it be like my past. My best friend even assume me like someone they don’t know.

So please, friend listen me…

I can lose my friend with their way, but not my way. I don't want to say it again "You was my friend". You, you’re the second precious part of my life. I can’t imagine my life without you. So please, listen and remember, if now I always go with you and someday I go somewhere without you. I just want you to remember me, just it. remember me :")

i’myourfriend, miran :)